Saturday, August 27, 2016


A Poetic Reflection on Love-Relationship


Anniversary 16 is a dialogue with the last year Anniversary poem: 

A Poem for You, Marianne
(Anniversary 2015) 

As meaningless,
Arbitrary steps,
I set in pen words of Anniversary,
And I found myself depicted and transformed with each truth,
You depicted and I sat to write it about who?

Now there is unexpectedly a scent in the air,
That shows our ultimate ecstatic melancholy,
In breathing an aura of sublime difference,
In our incessant glow of Eros and Themis,
And in our spiritual float in each decision to reckon with.

So we made love by the sweat of our brows,
And we found new zones in anguish of opening up—
-- To dissipative dominance and cooperative defiance,
And a subversion of power in our generous inclusion,
And a hiatus of meaning
                                  and wound
                                                 in our rejection of Cartesian exclusion,
And abolishing essential enemy and evil,
                                                         into the gaze of beholder.

And we survived the myth of competition and survival of the fittest,
In becoming water like love, 
And dispelled the whining of reptilian brain,
By embracing it tight.

I tend to taste all the sharpened softened edges of colors,
In being the playground of your touch,

And one night
Into our usual transcendental/immanent window glasses,
We made mosaics of lights,
And swam along whirlwind of golden fish,
In diamond ponds of emerging insights,

And in the most unexpected existential longing,
We lost-held ourselves onto a sublime meaning,
In integrity of conscience and glory of being,

We carry the face of Janus in our suffering and in our joy,
And Phoenix and Simurgh in each breath of divine.
We
       Do
             Hence
                      Choose       
                                To be
                                        Cephalophores
                                                             of Love.



A Poem for Marianne:
Anniversary 16

What has changed since last year?
Oh little, oh much, the eternity, the transcendental breath!
We thrived to flourish
Unfolding the unspeakable in pure unfamiliarity,
And moved from words to deeds,
In sheer unpredictability:
An experience that jolted us to fly,
In rapturous impossibility.
Not much, not too little.

My roots mingled with yours,
And in palpitation of transformation
We sank into luminous darkness,
Unimaginable what happened:
When you touched my toes, arms, thighs, and forehead.

Entered into a zone,
Untold in any myth,
Evaded the flatland of inert emotions,
Or the possibility of image.
In sacred we set the seed,
Immersed in an ineffable bliss.
  
Healing the puzzle.
We passed the limit,
Motionless swirling in each grain of tear,
We witnessed:
In the capillaries of pain and wound,
the tree of mystery blooms into joy,
In our equanimity and awe,

And I sit on the ground wrapping my arms
Around the earth,
The soil,
The insect,
The sky,
The seeds,
The curvature of your soul,
And weep deep in adoration of God.

What is the difference between this year and yesteryear?
A blink of eye,
A vision into eternity and now,
Walking along the coast,
A journey from here to no-where,
Touching shimmering water,
Glittering lights into our soul,
Bathing in the cloud of your body,
And raining on the drought of the world.

What is the difference?

The agony of enmity,
And the exhaustion of fear,
The thrust of nemesis,
And the scar of revenge,
My arms bled from your fingernails,
When panic attack darkened my image,

And we held each other in sorrow,
For the flight of friends,
And the mourning that harkens back,
In disinterest, disillusion, and despair.

Still we are unknown to us,
Still striving to be heard beyond ego,
Still in the rocky road of proving ourselves,
Still learning letting go.

What is the difference?

The enigma was shown in transformation of worlds,
And words melted into gold,
And we welded syllables into touch,
On the bedstead of two vowels,
two consonants,
And the phonetics of love.

What is the difference?

We have become a troop,
You are unions, the strike for peace, and the custodians’ rights,
I am your soldier watching you
Forming the army of love,
Equipped with rays of insights,
Unrolling the scroll of harms,
And finding elixirs
For the sufferings of time.

What is the difference?

We have become the future,
An antidote for the hurt,
A guidepost for the lost,
A potion for the desperate,
An overpass for the nihilist to heaven.

What is the difference?
I am lost in the beauty of your blinding light,
Our feet are disappearing,
And our bodies afloat in clouds,

I gently hold your hand,
And a surge of calm drifts in my waist,
The desire is getting close to Dao
And we lose weight in wuwei,

We connect in thousands ways,
As our bodies disintegrate into love,
Firmer than ever,
We walk towards the ultimate goal,

What is the difference?
Our words make love to our deeds,
Our thoughts dance to our heart,
Our enunciation kisses what we mean,
And what we mean embraces every soul,

What is the difference?
The anxiety of separation is melting,
And the duality of spirit is dying,
In detachment we embrace attachment
And in attachment we dance the repose of unwinding.

What is the difference?
I feel God’s tangible muse on my chest and breath,
And implosion of the divine in my tears,
It feels ecclesiastical gift of joy shrouds our sphere,
And sweet pangs of birth shrill: God is here.

What is the difference?
Nothing,
The same ending as the last year ballad:
In the wound of Event,
Upon the corporeal ladder,
We will be ascending to above,
As cephalophores of love.











 































Monday, August 22, 2016



Reflections on an Experience of the Eternal 

In this reflection, I outline some variations of mystical experience, with partly analyzing the content of one of my own, trying to show that in residing day and night in the experience and being transformed by it, we open up into a clearing in which we would reconnect our existence and ethical comport to the eternal.  This is the emergence of a faith, which is itself based on a yearning and longing of a prior seed.  I try to show only through this faith, we can and ought to suspend ourselves in the experience of negative theology, which basically means to resist the idolatry of identifying the eternal in the temporal, to make ineffable God sayable, or to reveal the essence of that which cannot be revealed in the rigid container of an identity.  I allude to its ethical signification at the end of this reflection.

The structure of this note is like this:  First I discuss the relation between ineffability (un-say-ability) of the eternal and the intelligibility of mystical experience and the relation of these both to faith.  I will bring quotations from the negative theology of different mystics and hope to show how they make the experience intelligible or “show” without violating its ineffability.  I believe they can succeed in this practice by cohering their shattering experience within the historical tradition of religious experiences.  Second, I will briefly discuss early Wittgenstein’s understanding of the mystical and how it manifests itself (become intelligible) while it is not sayable.  Third, I will briefly compare Popper’s falsification theory with mystical falsification of the temporal-natural world and will show how they are fundamentally different.  Fourth, I will refer back and analyze my own experience and ponder its meaning and significance for me (how it is intelligible for me), without claiming that the eternal experienced as such can be settled once for all in any worldly discourse.
   
Ineffability and Intelligibility of Mystical Experience

I experience the eternal.  What does it mean?  Is it intelligible?  If someone told me this little sentence ten years ago, I would chuckle and say, “oh, I do too, because I know I will die.”  Words barely express the meaning that I intend by “I experience the eternal.”  What is “the eternal”? Is it God?  Is it the universe?  Is it alive?  Is it a person?  Is it the supreme reality?  Is it an escape?  A word without reference?  A word without sense?  Do I have any image of what it could be?  What do I mean by saying “I experience the eternal”?

Then I start to delineate it, not because I enjoy language games.  It is because of the experience itself.  I have something to say, and it is not to reveal the essence of the eternal, but because of an urge, a ruminated digested urge, to give a helping hand and to save before passing away.  I know the experience alludes to something ineffable.  But ineffability of what?  Of the variable Z?   Or the constant P?   Ineffability refers to something and here it is the eternal or God.  So to say the eternal or God or Dao is ineffable, it doesn’t mean it is chaotic, meaningless, absurd, or non-existence.  It means I can’t fathom it.  The word “eternal” is the limit of language, though not the limit of experience or thoughts.  By saying that “I experience God”, I don’t mean I see God with my eyes or hear God with my ears.  At the same time, it is not completely separate from my eyes and ears.  In this context, negative theology comes to help.  I try to explain an experience while I try to resist identifying the object of experience with anything, as it is no-thing.  Negative theology holds us in the experience of union in love, without trying to pin down the eternal in a temporal idol:
[In the following, I change all the pronouns to “God”—as identifying God as female or male or even a person like human beings while God is love and aware and present and creator is defying negative theology.]:

“The more God is in all things, the more God is outside them. The more God is within, the more without.” (Eckhart)

“Only the transcendent, the completely other, can be immanent without being modified by the becoming of that in which it dwells. The Perennial Philosophy teaches that it is desirable and indeed necessary to know the spiritual Ground of things, not only within the soul, but also outside in the world and, beyond world and soul, in its transcendent otherness 'in heaven.'” (Huxley)

“The simple, absolute and immutable mysteries of divine Truth are hidden in the super-luminous darkness of that silence which reveals in secret. For this darkness, though of deepest obscurity, is yet radiantly clear; and, though beyond touch and sight, it more than fills our unseeing minds with splendors of transcendent beauty. . . . We long exceedingly to dwell in this translucent darkness and, through not seeing and not knowing, to see God who is beyond both vision and knowledge by the very fact of neither seeing God nor knowing God. For this is truly to see and to know and, through the abandonment of all things, to praise God who is beyond and above all things. For this is not unlike the art of those who carve a life-like image from stone: removing from around it all that impedes clear vision of the latent form, revealing its hidden beauty solely by taking away. For it is, as I believe, more fitting to praise God by taking away than by ascription; for we ascribe attributes to God, when we start from universals and come down through the intermediate to the particulars. But here we take away all things from God going up from particulars to universals, that we may know openly the unknowable, which is hidden in and under all things that may be known. And we behold that darkness beyond being, concealed under all natural light.” (Dionysius the Areopagite)

“It is not easy to try to say what I know I cannot say. I do really I have the feeling that you have all understood and shared quite perfectly. That you have seen something that I see to be most precious – and most available too. The reality that is present to us and in us: call it Being, call it Atman, call it Pneuma … or Silence. And the simple fact that by being attentive, by learning to listen (or recovering the natural capacity to listen which cannot be learned any more than breathing), we can find ourself engulfed in such happiness that it cannot be explained: the happiness of being at one with everything in that hidden ground of Love for which there can be no explanations." (Thomas Merton)

"What if someone said to an embryo in the womb, “Outside of your world of black nothing is a miraculously ordered universe; a vast Earth covered with tasty food; mountains, oceans and plains, fragrant orchards and fields full of crops; a luminous sky beyond your reach, with a sun, moonbeams, and uncountable stars; and there are winds from south, north and west, and gardens replete with sweet flowers like a banquet at a wedding feast.  The wonders of this world are beyond description.  What are you doing living in a dark prison, drinking blood through that narrow tube?”  But the womb-world is all an embryo knows.  And it would not be particularly impressed by such amazing tales, saying dismissively: “You’re crazy. That is all a deluded fantasy.”  One day you will look back and laugh at yourself.  You’ll say, “I can’t believe I was so asleep!  How did I ever forget the truth?  How ridiculous to believe that sadness and sickness are anything other than bad dreams.” (Rumi)

“All that the imagination can imagine and the reason conceive and understand in this life is not, and cannot be, a proximate means of union with God.” (St. John of the Cross)

“Jejune and barren speculations may unfold the pictures of Truth's garment, but they cannot discover her lovely face.” (John Smith, the Platonist)

“In all faces is shown the Face of faces, veiled and in a riddle. Howbeit, unveiled it is not seen, until, above all faces, a man enters into a certain secret and mystic silence, where there is no knowing or concept of a face. This mist, cloud, darkness or ignorance, into which he that seeks thy Face enters, when he goes beyond all knowledge or concept, is the state below which thy Face cannot be found, except veiled; but that very darkness reveals thy Face to be there beyond all veils. Hence I observe how needful it is for me to enter into the darkness and to admit the coincidence of opposites, beyond all the grasp of reason, and there to seek the Truth, where impossibility meets us.” (Nicholas of Cusa)

“I was dead, then alive. Weeping, then laughing. The power of love came into me, and I became fierce like a lion, then tender like the evening star. He said, ‘You’re not mad enough. You don’t belong in this house.’
I went wild and had to be tied up. He said, ‘Still not wild enough to stay with us!’ I broke through another layer into joyfulness. He said, ‘It’s not enough.’ I died. He said, ‘You are a clever little man, full of fantasy and doubting.’
I plucked out my feathers and became a fool. He said, ‘Now you are the candle for this assembly.’ But I’m no candle. Look! I’m scattered smoke. He said, ‘You are the Sheikh, the guide.’ But I’m not a teacher. I have no power. He said, “You already have wings. I cannot give you wings.’ But I wanted his wings. I felt like some flightless chicken.
Then new events said to me, ‘Don’t move. A sublime generosity is coming towards you.’ And old love said, ‘Stay with me.’ I said, ‘I will.’ You are the fountain of the sun’s light. I am a willow shadow on the ground. You make my raggedness silky.
The soul at dawn is like darkened water that slowly begins to say thank you, thank you. Then at sunset, again, Venus gradually changes into the moon and then the whole night-sky. This comes of smiling back at your smile.
The chess master says nothing, other than moving the silent chess piece. That I am part of the ploys of this game makes me amazingly happy.”  (Rumi)


“As the Godhead is nameless, and all naming is alien to God, so also the soul is nameless; for it is here the same as God.” (Eckhart)

“God being, as God is, inaccessible, do not rest in the consideration of objects perceptible to the senses and comprehended by the understanding. This is to be content with what is less than God; so doing, you will destroy the energy of the soul, which is necessary for walking with God.” (St. John of the Cross)

“To find or know God in reality by any outward proofs, or by anything but by God as such made manifest and self-evident in you, will never be your case either here or hereafter. For neither God, nor heaven, nor hell, nor the devil, nor the flesh, can be any otherwise knowable in you or by you but by their own existence and manifestation in you. And all pretended knowledge of any of these things, beyond and without this self-evident sensibility of their birth within you, is only such knowledge of them as the blind man has of the light that has never entered into him.” (William Law)

Wittgenstein Showing and Saying
In the Mystic Theology, Pseudo-Dionysius wrote:

“Let this be my prayer; but do thou, dear Timothy, in the diligent exercise of mystical contemplation, leave behind the senses and the operations of the intellect … and all things in the world of being and non-being … The higher we soar in contemplation the more limited become our expressions of that which is purely intelligible … We pass not merely into brevity of speech, but even into absolute silence, of thoughts as well as of words… . We mount upwards from below to that which is the highest, and according to the degree of transcendence, our speech is restrained until, the entire ascent being accomplished, we become wholly voiceless, in as much as we are absorbed in God who is totally ineffable.” (http://ndpr.nd.edu/news/24116-the-mystical-in-wittgenstein-s-early-writings/)

As well, while early Wittgenstein discerns “sense and nonsense” based on factual and non-factual[1] [which later Wittgenstein critically modifies], he “does not, however, relegate all that is not inside the bounds of sense to oblivion. He makes a distinction between saying and showing which is made to do additional crucial work. ‘What can be shown cannot be said,’ that is, what cannot be formulated in sayable (sensical) propositions can only be shown. This applies, for example, to the logical form of the world, the pictorial form, etc., which show themselves in the form of (contingent) propositions, in the symbolism, and in logical propositions. Even the unsayable (metaphysical, ethical, aesthetic) propositions of philosophy belong in this group—which Wittgenstein finally describes as ‘things that cannot be put into words. They make themselves manifest. They are what is mystical’ (TLP6.522).” (http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/wittgenstein/#SensNons).

So, how can we speak about a mystical experience?  Arts and poetry are important mediums of conveying or showing religious experience, and not all arts or poetry but the sacred ones based on the experience.  On the other hand, one might try to give a sense of mystical experience by delineating it in negative theology

The foundation of this delineation in order to hint at the experience of God is first that one’s referential totality (worldhood of the world) and existential certainty are being shattered by the experience to the extent that one cannot form an absolute regular perception of the temporal and normal as usual.  I went through a couple of years depression after my own experience.  Why?  It shattered all my philosophical presuppositions and “faith” according to which I was gauging critically philosophical and scientific discourses.  This break down of the ordinary every day faith in deduction and induction (that things will happen as they are and, for example, the sun will rise tomorrow) is the precondition of an exit from the temporal and the usual into the ineffable eternal. 

By the erosion of everyday faith in uniformity of nature, causation, and the laws of reason, reason has to bent itself to incorporate coincidentia oppositorum and the seemingly “paradoxical” in itself.  Reason hence doesn’t vanish but has to transcend the limits of logic (principle of identity and the law of non-contradiction); not an easy task.  But only through this breakdown case, one can hold opposites of immanent and transcendental God, the self and the other, “identity” and “difference”, negation and affirmation, inside and outside the world, the temporal and eternal, together in complete meaningful equilibrium in negative theology.

Popper’s Falsification Principle

One might argue that this breakdown case of the regularity of nature and so called laws of reason is similar to Popper’s principle of falsification, in which one breakdown case in experience is enough to falsify a scientific theory, for example, if one white crow be seen, my theory that all crows are black will be falsified.  In the case of mystical experience, the theory is the principle of sufficient reason, which has been shattered by the mystical experience.  In a sense, the experience had falsified the tyranny of the principle of reason (deduction) and regularity of nature (induction), and set it as one way of perceiving the world. 
However, this experience doesn’t discard reason altogether into irrationality but opens up a space for a new “faith” ([2]).  But in order the new faith, the faith in the eternal and the ineffable God to emerge in me, I had to let go of my absolute faith in reason and sciences and the temporal as such for the time being.  The experience of the paradoxical opened a breach between temporal and the eternal for me and cleared a space for faith in God.  Through this faith all negative theologies can make the experience of ineffable God intelligible. 

Yes, in this respect, one may argue that mystical experience has some similarity with Popper’s falsifiability principle ([3]), in which the faith in the eternal emerges or enhances in falsifying the temporal.  However, both Popper and the mystical experience are intelligible based on some faiths in the intuition and perception of their own understanding of the experience, which becomes more and more coherent and intelligible by referring to their own specific tradition.  In the case of Popper’s rational criticism, it goes back to the history of rationalism and scientific discovery, and in the case of mysticism, it incorporates thousand years of religious experiences and scriptures.  The major difference between Popper’s falsification theory and mystical falsification of the temporal is that, in the first case falsification can be repeated and tested by anyone, but in the case of mystical experience, one has to rely on one’s personal experience (self-certifying), which will potentially fall apart, if one doesn’t relate to and communicate with similar experiences by other mystics, and if one is not guided by God to confirm that experience by the tradition of religious experiences and scriptures from the time immemorial.    
  
We should keep two things in mind.  First, Popper has already “faith” in deductive and inductive reasoning.  He has faith in causation, uniformity of nature, and the laws of nature and the possibility of achieving or approximating truth is sciences, which against its background the theory of “falsifiability” makes sense.  He contends:

“Critical rationalism recognizes the fact that the fundamental rationalist attitude results from an (at least tentative) act of faith -from faith in reason. Accordingly, our choice is open. We may choose some form of irrationalism, even some radical or comprehensive form. But we are also free to choose a critical form of rationalism, one which frankly admits its origin in an irrational decision (and which, to that extent, admits a certain priority of irrationalism). The choice before us is not simply an intellectual affair, or a matter of taste. It is a moral decision (in the sense of chapter 5). For the question whether we adopt some more or less radical form of irrationalism, or whether we adopt that minimum concession to irrationalism which I have termed 'critical rationalism', will deeply affect our whole attitude towards other men, and towards the problems of social life.” (Karl Popper, The Open Society and Its Enemies, vol. 2, pp. 231-232).

As well, negative theology, though it deals with ineffable, it is intelligible against the background of the clearing of “faith in the eternal” through the experience of the break-down of the temporal and re-connecting to thousands year tradition of religious experience.

An Experience of The Eternal

I try to explain an experience, my experience, and I use history of mysticism and religions and philosophical conceptual analysis to do it.  I know that I couldn’t have been able to experience the eternal in the way I do now, in this profound and puzzling way, if I was not exposed to religio-mystico-philosophical discourse.  Something in “knowing” affected my “being” though it didn’t determine it.  The knowing is the discourse on the experience of God or the eternal and an element, a string, in its texture.  But this textile consists of so many other strings, colors, and elements.  Indeed, knowing as a mode of being came to affect my being, and my being in experience of the eternal seeks to say knowingly what this experience is or how it feels, “knowing” that it is ineffable, meaning we can’t fathom it, not that it is utterly unintelligible.

If I didn’t experience the mystery, the riddle of a direct miraculous intervention of a power who addressed me in a peculiar way and in a puzzling expression, I wouldn’t say now with a sense of coherency and faith that “I experience the eternal”.  And I don’t mean that everyone experiences the eternal the same or has to wait for the experience to say so.  Things happen in a multitude of peculiar and unpredictable ways.  I just talk about my own experience, while I find it commanding that everyone thirsts and yearns and longs for experiencing God in their own way.  Hereby, I talk about my experience—“I” not important in this discourse-- to make “an” experience of the eternal intelligible though I know its essence is ineffable.
Before this miracle, I had philosophical ideas about time and eternal, now I use it as a transformation of consciousness.  One significance of this miracle was that it broke my normative sense of the world and the temporal.  It shattered everything that I thought I knew.  After that decisive experience, in the course of ten years thinking, reflecting, studying, conversing, teaching world religions and philosophy, something in my perception changed.  I clearly realized a different sense of perception of the ocean and trees, of people, animals, and insects.  How can I experience the eternal or God in the temporal or oceans, trees, people, animals, and insects?  The world is the same, we all have a shared world, we look at the same water, bay, lake, river; people are the same; animals and insects have been there all along.  What has changed?  Now, the religious and mystical literature from which I learned during years of teaching world religions makes sense.  I, my ethical structure, my inner disposition, my internal conflicts, my disconnect in hedonism or nihilism from the world, my falling in scientific reductionism of seeing in trees chlorophyll and photosynthesis only, in animals multicellular, motile (moving), eukaryotic organisms of Metazoa only, and disconnect from eternity within and without, all make sense.

Then I was startled in joy to see the seed of eternal is uncovered, discovered, recovered in me.  It brought this shocking insight that the seed of eternal is real and it is in everyone, every human being, and in every living being in a different way.  I was shocked in knowing-feeling it.  This is faith.  This is love.  Now I had to be careful because every single face potentially carries the eternal God.  Now love your enemy and repel evil with good make sense and it is so difficult to do it.  And I don’t claim I am there yet.

Then to make sense of this experience of God, I use some guideposts, lines of division, to make the experience intelligible to me to give fruits.  For example, I talk about “temporal” and “eternal”.  If I am touched by God, how do I know it is God and not some alien force?  How do I discern it from the host of superstitions and ghost stories, alien stories, self-projections?  Thousand years of scriptures are the guidance.  I couldn’t make the experience intelligible, which means, I couldn’t discern it from ghost stories and alien stories, without immersing myself in thousands year religious traditions.

The experience clearly and loudly said: “I am here, I am omnipotent, everything is in my hands, and there is a direction for all, from beast to the divine.”  But it didn’t tell me anything about what it is or who it is.   And I use temporal and eternal (similar to Huxley and so many others) for simplicity to make my point.  I call it “eternal” because it is a limit experience and limit-expression-word, which says my source is alive, cares about us; teaches us; it exists, which is the foundation of my and everything’s being, and it is ineffable and it is in us, in each one of us, as present, not identity.  It is not in the world and it is in the world, it is both immanent and transcendental.  I call this coincidentia oppositorum
I was disowned from the eternal in me and in the world when I was materialist, physicalist, and atheist.  I didn’t believe there is any world beyond the sensible and observable.  I believed there was no God or eternal, these were all names, I was a crude nominalist.  The only existing things were verifiable and testable objects based on senses and direct or indirect observation.  I used to draw a line between sensible and nonsensible.  As now I might be inclined to draw a line between temporal and eternal.  But this is a line to see the differences that belong to each other.  When I am released from my everyday thought, I see eternal in temporal.  My spirit-brain-soul-body ascends to the eternal.  I see eternal in water of the Bay, lake, river, and oceans.  I feel eternal in trees, and silhouette of light around objects, through the medium of my own life.  Through the medium of my own ascendance to the divine, being touched from within to without, I see God in every single human face and all living beings.  Everywhere I look I see the face of God.  And by practice I am sure this can become permanent state of mind.  I am not yet there.

But if you ask me “what is this eternal?  What is this God?”  I don’t have propositional knowledge of it: it is ineffable.  But I have faith in it, in the sense I breathe it; it has turned me inside out; I fell in love, in huge yearning and longing white hole of love.  It is the nexus of my intelligibility of the world and it is nonetheless not sayable in its essence.  I can talk about it as I was talking so far, but I can’t tell you what its essence is.  I can’t fathom it.  I am careful not to identify it with the temporal.  I am careful not to say God is me, this symbol, or anything embodied.  I am careful not to confine the eternal in the temporal.  Because the temporal, what we see and experience every day, is an emanation of God, not God itself.  When we identify God in temporal (as Huxley rightly put it), we fall into idolatry.  If we identify a statue or the sun or moon as God, then we cut off ourselves from eternity.  Even if we see the presence of eternity in a person or in the temporal world, as I said I can see the eternal in humans, trees, and oceans, it doesn’t mean they are the “same”.  This is a conceptual leap.  It is difficult for us to attain this equilibrium due to our principle of identity and the law of non-contradiction in logic.  This is a reason that the divine becomes ineffable and we can “show” it through the mystical expression “conicidentia oppositorum”.  Heidegger gave a simple expression to it.  We should be able to imagine or feel “identity” and “difference” as being suspended simultaneously as belonging together in their very existence, not that one is prior to the other, or try to reduce one to the other.  In this expression, I have my own “identity” which is not sustainable without biosphere, and it is different from biosphere, and all these differences are sustainable in the eternal God and different from God, but they belong together and the relation of belonging is asymmetrical.  We belong to God but God doesn’t belong to us.  This writing belongs to me but I don’t belong to this writing, and if I worship my own creation, then I will bow down to my own thoughts and will forget my calling. Everything is emanation of God, and no single thing is identical with God.  If I bow down to a symbol, it is because I acknowledge God’s presence in that symbol not that it is identical with God.  If I love you, or love life, trees, oceans and insects, because everything is originated from and smeared with the eternal, not that it is identical with eternal, to the extent that one can say, “I love the relation of love in loving you and in loving you I experience love and God”.  Hence, love becomes the ineffable sign of God in its very existence.  God is love, the giver.  And if God withdraws fully, everything falls apart.

Then the ineffable insight comes that I don’t belong to myself alone, I don’t exist on my own alone, that my difference in identity is a belonging to the difference, that I am, I exist, in not being separate from biosphere, in not being separate from you, in not being separate from God.  I speak in you, and you speak in me, and we are different in our belonging together.  And the whole time speaks in us, the whole tradition, the origin and the source speak in us, while we are different in our selfhood.  We are not sufficient unto ourselves and our essence is an emanation from that primordial and everlasting presence, who lovingly holds us in existence and teaches us to love, to come back to God’s bosom, to love God with all our heart and all our soul and all our being, and we, not God, will be sustained in this love.
Huxley and thousands year religious tradition repeatedly remind us that we should not identify the temporal with the eternal.  In Tractatus, Wittgenstein contends:

“The sense of the world must lie outside the world. In the world everything is as it is, and everything happens as it does happen: in it no value exists -- and if it did exist, it would have no value. If there is any value that does have value, it must lie outside the whole sphere of what happens and is the case… . It must lie outside the world.” (Tr. 6:41)

“The solution of the riddle of life in space and time lies outside space and time. (It is certainly not the solution of any problems of natural science that is required).” (Tr. 6.4313)

“How things are in the world is a matter of complete indifference for what is higher. God does not reveal himself in the world.” (Tr. 6.432)

Why is it so important not to identify anything in the world with the eternal?  Why is the history of religions and negative theology a constant rebel against idolatry?  Why is the history of philosophy a constant rejection of solidification of the eternal in metaphysical notions such as substance, causa sui, or an anthropomorphic God?  Why should we reside in ineffability of God?  What is its value?  What is the danger of idolatry of our gadget-technology, and worshipping the ideologies of the Anthropocene?

I finish this reflection by bringing up these two interconnected notions: the problem of congealed identity; and the problem of ethical fall.  Wittgenstein has a clear insight that the root of our ethics reside in the eternal, not in this world.  We have had enough historical experience to reflect on our human made ethical doctrines.  All our hedonism, stoicism, utilitarianism, will-to-power of the autonomous subject, moral realism, pragmatism (ethics is what works!), historical ontology, aesthetic of existence, ethical relativism, and nihilism allude to the ultimate failure of grounding our values in this world.  The dream that “a secular society would be a more enlightened, peaceful and just society,” in the course of two centuries turned into a nightmare: two world wars, cold wars, mass industrialization and consumerism, colonization and modern slavery, moral decadence, animal factories and destruction of environment, extinction of 20% of species, and the prospect of human made global warming, droughts and floods which are likely to bring about mass extinction.

This notion is related to our immemorial religious experience to fight idolatry.  We are now our own idols, we worship our works of hand and our own thoughts and sciences and robots.  The idolatry of indoctrination and politics of identity, whether in religious bigotry, or in our racist, imperialist, nationalist, neo-liberal, Marxist, and sexist ideologies is killing us.  The disconnection of our ethics with the divine and our worshiping our own self, ego, tribe, or exclusive values are killing us.  In the next reflection note, I will write about how the plagues of idolatry of politics of identity and ideologies (a congealed self) and the disconnection of the ethical from the eternal are related to each other, and how these two tendencies are destroying us. 

I finish this reflection with a quotation from Russell Nieli’s review of Atkinson’s The Mystical in Wittgenstein's Early Writings:

“At one point Atkinson breaks his own rule of "not drawing upon the writings of mystics to support the claims contained" in his book, and finds a comparison between the Tractatus and the "negative theology" of the Pseudo-Dionysius very helpful in understanding the "negative metaphysics" of Wittgenstein. He writes:

In Chapter 5 of [the] Mystical Theology Pseudo-Dionysius states, in a passage similar to Wittgenstein's, that the Supreme or Pre-eminent Cause of all that one perceives is not any one thing… . Rather than stating what he believes are the attributes of the Supreme Cause, Pseudo-Dionysius offers a list of negations of 'what cannot be spoken or grasped by understanding' … The first purpose for drawing a comparison between Pseudo-Dionysius and Wittgenstein is to show precedence for applying a method of doubt or negation to a mystical end that lies outside time and what can be said. The second and more important purpose for drawing a comparison between these two philosophers is that Pseudo-Dionysius defines the problem that lies at the heart of the tension between the mystical and language. The mystical, according to Pseudo-Dionysius, can only be known in its absence, because it cannot be expressed in language. (p. 124)

Here is revealed both the truth and untruth of Atkinson's Wittgenstein interpretation. While it is undoubtedly true that the Pseudo-Dionysius, like Wittgenstein, believed that what is beheld in higher levels of mystic transport cannot be expressed in language, at the same time the Pseudo-Dionysius also believed -- again like Wittgenstein but this time contrary to Atkinson's understanding of Wittgenstein -- that higher level mystic-ecstatic experiences are not experiences of absences but of overpowering encounters with a Higher Presence. Further, this Higher Presence is made manifest in a rapturous-ecstatic experience that carries the experiencer beyond the realm of normal reality and beyond the capacity of speech to express.

This is paralleled in Wittgenstein's "Lecture on Ethics" when Wittgenstein distinguishes a "natural" and a "supernatural" order, and makes clear his belief that the foundations of both ethics and religion are supernatural, not natural, and that the ethical and religious are contained in a divine-transcendent Beyond of all inner-worldly content and structure. The experiential foundations of ethics and religion, Wittgenstein suggests in the "Lecture," involve "what is intrinsically sublime and above all other subject matters." He goes on to explain:

[But] our words used as we use them in science, are vessels capable only of containing and conveying meaning and sense, natural meaning and sense. Ethics, if it is anything, is supernatural and our words will only express facts, as a teacup will only hold a teacup full of water [even] if I were to pour out a gallon over it… . I can only describe my feelings by the metaphor, that, if a man could write a book on ethics which really was a book on ethics, this book would, with an explosion, destroy all the other books in the world. (LE, p. 7)

Wittgenstein has tried to capture here something of the overpowering majesty and sublimity of the kinds of noumenal experiences he alludes to in the "Lecture" -- a majesty and sublimity that is not an absence but a Presence so overpowering and mind-boggling that language cannot contain it (just as a teacup cannot contain a deluge of water poured over it). There is also the sense in Wittgenstein's "Lecture" that even to try to describe the experiences that confer "absolute ethical value" may border on hubris or profanation since piety demands of man an appropriately silent humility in the presence of what is intrinsically sacred and sublime.

Like Wittgenstein, the Pseudo-Dionysius clearly has a dual order or two-realm understanding of God and the world (though his reality-picture is much richer and more multi-layered than Wittgenstein's), and he leaves no uncertainty that this is a truth contained in the mystic rapture itself. In earlier chapters of the Mystic Theology this mysterious, unknown Syrian monk writes the following:

Let this be my prayer; but do thou, dear Timothy, in the diligent exercise of mystical contemplation, leave behind the senses and the operations of the intellect … and all things in the world of being and non-being … The higher we soar in contemplation the more limited become our expressions of that which is purely intelligible … We pass not merely into brevity of speech, but even into absolute silence, of thoughts as well as of words… . We mount upwards from below to that which is the highest, and according to the degree of transcendence, our speech is restrained until, the entire ascent being accomplished, we become wholly voiceless, in as much as we are absorbed in God who is totally ineffable.” (http://ndpr.nd.edu/news/24116-the-mystical-in-wittgenstein-s-early-writings/)


                
 


          



 
   




[1]In the Tractatus Wittgenstein’s logical construction of a philosophical system has a purpose—to find the limits of world, thought and language; in other words, to distinguish between sense and nonsense. “The book will … draw a limit to thinking, or rather—not to thinking, but to the expression of thoughts …. The limit can … only be drawn in language and what lies on the other side of the limit will be simply nonsense” (TLP Preface). The conditions for a proposition’s having sense have been explored and seen to rest on the possibility of representation or picturing. Names must have a bedeutung (reference/meaning), but they can only do so in the context of a proposition which is held together by logical form. It follows that only factual states of affairs which can be pictured can be represented by meaningful propositions. This means that what can be said are only propositions of natural science and leaves out of the realm of sense a daunting number of statements which are made and used in language.
There are, first, the propositions of logic itself. These do not represent states of affairs, and the logical constants do not stand for objects. “My fundamental thought is that the logical constants do not represent. That the logic of the facts cannot be represented” (TLP 4.0312). This is not a happenstance thought; it is fundamental precisely because the limits of sense rest on logic. Tautologies and contradictions, the propositions of logic, are the limits of language and thought, and thereby the limits of the world. Obviously, then, they do not picture anything and do not, therefore, have sense. They are, in Wittgenstein’s terms, senseless (sinnlos). Propositions which do have sense are bipolar; they range within the truth-conditions drawn by the truth-tables. But the propositions of logic themselves are “not pictures of the reality … for the one allows every possible state of affairs, the other none” (TLP 4.462). Indeed, tautologies (and contradictions), being senseless, are recognized as true (or false) “in the symbol alone … and this fact contains in itself the whole philosophy of logic” (TLP 6.113).
The characteristic of being senseless applies not only to the propositions of logic but also to mathematics or the pictorial form itself of the pictures that do represent. These are, like tautologies and contradictions, literally sense-less, they have no sense.
Beyond, or aside from, senseless propositions Wittgenstein identifies another group of statements which cannot carry sense: the nonsensical (unsinnig) propositions. Nonsense, as opposed to senselessness, is encountered when a proposition is even more radically devoid of meaning, when it transcends the bounds of sense. Under the label of unsinnig can be found various propositions: “Socrates is identical”, but also “1 is a number” and “there are objects”. While some nonsensical propositions are blatantly so, others seem to be meaningful—and only analysis carried out in accordance with the picture theory can expose their nonsensicality. Since only what is “in” the world can be described, anything that is “higher” is excluded, including the notion of limit and the limit points themselves. Traditional metaphysics, and the propositions of ethics and aesthetics, which try to capture the world as a whole, are also excluded, as is the truth in solipsism, the very notion of a subject, for it is also not “in” the world but at its limit.” (http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/wittgenstein/#SensNons)

[2] At the beginning it is a raw faith, as I went through years of depression and becoming mute.  I lost all my interests in philosophy.  I couldn’t make sense of my experience.  It looked like madness and as I couldn’t handle the breakdown of my faith in reason and regularity of the world, I went through a nervous breakdown.  I needed medication and therapy for a few years.  However, I learned to reflect on the experience without discarding it as madness, because I had clear indications of its coherency and meaningfulness.  I had to teach philosophy and world religions for ten years to make sense of its meaning.

[3] Popper sets “falsifiability” as the critical principle to separate science from pseudo-science.  He rejects induction (drawing a general principle from particular examples: All swans that I saw so far were white, so I can inductively come to the conclusion that the next swan I will see would be white as well.”) as the foundation of science and instead posits “falsifiability” in its place.  For example, one can say, “my theory is that all swans are white and the condition of holding this theory as true is that if we can empirically find a black swan, I would conclude that my theory was false.”

“Popper accordingly repudiates induction and rejects the view that it is the characteristic method of scientific investigation and inference, substituting falsifiability in its place. It is easy, he argues, to obtain evidence in favor of virtually any theory, and he consequently holds that such ‘corroboration’, as he terms it, should count scientifically only if it is the positive result of a genuinely ‘risky’ prediction, which might conceivably have been false. For Popper, a theory is scientific only if it is refutable by a conceivable event. Every genuine test of a scientific theory, then, is logically an attempt to refute or to falsify it, and one genuine counter-instance falsifies the whole theory. In a critical sense, Popper's theory of demarcation is based upon his perception of the logical asymmetry which holds between verification and falsification: it is logically impossible to conclusively verify a universal proposition by reference to experience (as Hume saw clearly), but a single counter-instance conclusively falsifies the corresponding universal law. In a word, an exception, far from ‘proving’ a rule, conclusively refutes it.” (http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/popper/#ProDem)